Friday was pretty good, although it is true that answers only make more questions. The biggest thing I learnt is that God is angry. If I think that I am fuming about all this - little puny tiny insignificant me - then God of the universe is a heck of a lot more angry, and he will come soon and these people will be stripped bare before Him. And that is the only way that I can sleep at night. Funny isnt it? The wrath of God is not something we hear about too much in church these days, every week in church or chapel, all we seem to get is Jesus loves you, Jesus loves you, we're all h-a-p-p-y..  But I think that realising Gods absolute soverignty and anger at the utter atrocities committed in His name, realising that He is judge and avenger, is equally - if not more imporant - than he loves us, he loves us... I cannot wait for justice to be done. And I know that I deserve the same as they do - we are all bad people... but still this stuff is just so intense and confusing and on such a massive scale, that for once, I am truly struggling to love, when because of you, millions of people have been killed and are still being killed as a result, and are sweeping it nicely under the carpet so that noone - or precious few- have even heard a hint of it, words cant express my gadlfjadsfkjaoweifrfdfweohadfjfdj  at all this. But these words are my comfort: "'It is mine to avenge, I will repay,' says the Lord."