Letters!

I got four letters today!!!  I love getting letters, they make me feel so... so wanted, appreciated, loved?! I think I should write letters more often, to make everyone else feel loved :)  so to all my letter givers, thankyou thankyou thankyou! I told everyone today that I will be sorted after Saturday, but this has now been torturously prolonged to the 15th, so my state of mind must hold on for a few more weeks before I will hopefully be sane again. Sometimes I get so frustrated at myself, I think that if i was closer to God, this turmoil in my brain would not be so intense, but every other Christian i know that knows about all this gets very troubled by it as well. Yay it is raining, yay i am going to put a jumper on! If only this rain would wash clear my brain :)